被災地を想う時 / When I yearn for the stricken area No.12

現実を知ることの痛み / Pain of knowing the reality

ＮＨＫテレビで宮城県の漁師さんが、海は神から授かった我々の宝だ。海の魚が俺たちを呼んでいる。

頼りにならない政府や行政を待っていたら身も心も腐ってしまう。捕れるかどうかは波まかせ、売れるかどうかは人まかせ、とにも角にも漁師は海へ出ないことには生きられない、と太平洋に向かって苦笑いしておりました。

成程と思い、強いと感じ、日本の男だと感服いたしました。この心意気こそが大和の魂だと心に沁みました。

駄目な総理だろうが、手八丁口八丁の代議士だろうが、うそ吐き企業だろうが、それを選択し押し上げたのは、他ならない我々国民であることを、いま一度考え直して見ませんか！？

子供や孫の為に毅然とした態度で生きようではありませんか？被災地の皆様!!

今この場に至って原発は危険だから反対だといくら騒いだところで、その国策を決定した人達はすでに過去の人間であります。

また、拡大してしまった経済を速やかに縮小することは至難の業でありましょう。　便利で豊かな生活に慣れ親しんでしまった我々が、一日や二日で慎ましい暮らしに戻すことも簡単ではないはずです。

と同時に、ばら撒かれてしまった放射能が直ちに国土から消える訳では決してないのです。　

原発が廃止になったら町は滅びると、玄海原発所在地の町長さんがいみじくも仰っておられた。　

最初から危険なことは国民のすべてが知っていたが、そこにはそれなりの美味しい潤いがあったことも事実なのです。　賢い国民は誰もが解っていたでありましょう。

駄目な政府を罵っても、特権意識の塊の様な官僚を非難しても、汚い企業を恨んで見ても、国民の生活は衰退を早めるばかりでしょう。

我々は彼らの罠にまんまと嵌ってしまったことに変わりはない。

次に訪れるチャンスの時には決して騙されない様に、どんなに悔しくても異分子を選択し容認した過ちを認める必要があるのではないでしょうか！？

将来の生活を見失わないためにも、真剣に考え直す時が来ている様な気がしてなりません。

It is our treasure that a fisherman of Miyagi was given the sea from God with NHK TV. The fish of the sea causes us.  Heart and soul rot if they wait for the government and the administration that are not reliable  Left a wave whether I was produced and smiled wryly at leaving all to others towards the Pacific whether you were popular when the fisherman could not live at the corner without appearing to the sea either.

I thought and felt that I was strong and admired it indeed when it was a Japanese man. When it was a soul of the Yamato, this disposition touched a heart.　Even if it is the representative of the hand eight orders good talker even if it is the useless Prime Minister, I vomit a lie and I just reconsider that it is we nation nothing but it that I choose it, and pushed up once and do not watch it even if it is a company?

A resolute manner will give life for a child and a grandchild; is stricken areas!

People who decided the national policy in the place that made noise are already past human beings no matter how now if I object because the nuclear power generation is dangerous to this place.　In addition, it will be a task of extreme difficult to reduce the economy that has spread immediately. It cannot be easy for us who have got used to rich life with convenience to return it to the modest living in day and two days.　At the same time a rose is the reason why the radioactivity which has been sprinkled disappears from the country promptly, and it never occurs.

When the town fell if nuclear power generation was abolished, the town mayor of the Genkai Nuclear Power Plant location was told aptly.

All of nations knew the dangerous thing from a beginning, but it is a fact there that there was some delicious moisture. I would understand none of the smart nations.

Even if I bear a grudge against messy companies and watch it even if I criticize the bureaucrat such as the lump of a sense of entitlement even if I curse the useless government, the life of the nation will just hasten the decline.

We are not different in having successfully fitted in into their trap.  Will not it be necessary to recognize the mistake that I choose a foreign element even if very regrettable and accepted so that I am never deceived at the time of chance coming next?  Do not lose sight of future life; time to reconsider it seriously feels like seeming to come, and it is not to save it either.

被災地を想う時 / When I yearn for the stricken area No.13

偏った思想 / Partial thought

政治や行政や企業の体質が変わりつつあると云う事は、日本人そのものが変革を始めたことにも繋がると思うのです。

こうした風潮が反映している実例は、ツイッターやフェイスブックの中に良く見受けられます。

仮面で顔を覆い経歴まで伏せて、何処かで拾ってきた様な情報を振りかざし、好き勝手に原発反対を喚き散らしている人達の何と多いことか！？　

お面を外し責任ある発言を迫って見たが、ツイッターの呟きに素顔も経歴も学歴もいらない。まったく個人の自由だと逆上しました。

一人の国民として国の大事を論ずるときに、シェークスピアの世界ではあるまいし、夜と云う仮面を付けていればこそ、と気取っていて本当に大丈夫なのだろうか！？

最後には組織や政党の存在をチラつかせ、恫喝まがいの匂いさえ漂わせる。これを呟きとは言わない。

不謹慎な申し上げ方ですが、何処か見えないところで大災害に見舞われた現実を、別の目的に流用している様な錯覚さえ覚えさせられました。

自ら進んで団体や政党を口にする様では、ご高説もお化けのお面と交差してしまい、同類は騙せても他の人からの賛同は得られないでしょう。

団体や政党も少しはましな教育をしてから送り出せば良いのに、この状態では決して目的の達成には至らないでありましょう。他人事ながら気の毒に思えました。

公共性の何たるかを全く理解しようとしない、群れを追われた逸れオオカミに等しい。顔を隠し経歴すら曖昧にしなければ囁くことさえ出来ない人間が、子孫を守るための戦いだと口を尖らす。

開き直る。それに増長する覆面男までが攻撃を仕掛けてきました。笑い話にもなりません。親からどんな育てられ方をして来たのだろう、義務教育くらいは受けたであろうに、学校で何を学び取って来たのか疑ってしまいます。

I think that it is connected in Japanese itself having begun a change to say that the constitution of politics and administration and the company is changing.　

As for the example which such a trend reflects, it is supposed in Twitter and Facebook well.

I turn down a face to a cover career with a mask and brandish the information that I seemed to pick up somewhere and am that there is many it with what of people raving by nuclear power generation objection at choice?　

I take off a mask and I approach and watched a certain responsibility remark, but a mutter of Twitter needs neither the real face nor the career nor the educational background. When it was totally personal freedom, I flew into a rage.

When you discuss the serious matter of the country as one nation, it will not be the world of Shakespeare and it is affected when I do not touch a saying mask at night and will be really all right?　

Finally, I speak of the existence of an organization and the political party and have even a smell such as the threat. The mutter does not mean this.

It was imprudent remarking how to put up, but even the illusion that seemed to misappropriate it was made to learn the slightly invisible reality that, by the way, was hit by great disaster by a different purpose.

I advance by oneself and seem to eat a group and a political party, and the excellent opinion intersects the mask of ghost, too, and the agreement from other people will not be provided even if I can deceive the same kind.　

Though I should send a group and the political party off after doing slightly better education, I will not reach the at all objective achievement in this state.　

I thought in spite of being other people's affairs regrettably.

Was chased crowd who was not going to understand essence of the publicity at all; become rash, and is equal to a wolf.　When it is a fight for the human being that it is not possible even to whisper it if even a hidden career does not make a face vague to protect a descendant,

I pout. Assume a defiant attitude. I emerge to a weak man growing arrogant in it. It does not become a funny story either.　

What kind of compulsory education that I am brought up and would make one doubts what you learned at school from a parent if I would receive it.

被災地を想う時 / When I yearn for the stricken area No.14

メディアに望む事 / Expect it from the media

仮面を被った親に育てられる子供の将来が放射能汚染より余程おそろしい。

素顔を見られなければ何をしても構わない。肉体が健康であれば精神が曲がっても構わないと喚くに等しいのですが、そんなことすら気が付かない可笑しな人間が繁殖しております。

子供は間違いなく親の背中を手本に育ちます！！

こうした人達にも別の角度から国の方向性を論じて頂かないと、周辺各国ばかりでなく世界中から物笑いにされ、我が国はますます他国から舐められ食い物にされるでしょう。

政治は今や動乱の真っただ中ですから、総理の首を挿げ替えたくらいでは、平和な国民生活は取り戻せないでしょう。

Mr. SOICHIROTAHARAと Ms. TOMOKO NAGANOキャスターにお願いがあります。

数日前にテレビ朝日から番組のテーマ募集を要請されました。一旦はお断りの返信をしたのですが思い直してツイートします。

今や国民の多くは、建て前だらけの政治家や官僚、虚言ぐせのある企業、立派な学者、高名な評論家などから、無責任な発言を聞かされることに辟易としいるはずです。

特に震災や人災の直接被災者は、心に蔓延ってしまった深い悩みを、取り除くことすら間々ならない状況だと思われます。

早急に心の疲れを吐き出さないと、不謹慎な表現ですが死んでしまいます。

今 一番に必要なことは、真実の悩みを吐き出して頂くこと、真実の叫びを静かに受け止める心だと考えます。

ぜひ国民の叫びを電波に乗せ世界へ向けて発信してください。お願い致します。

The future of a child brought up by the parent who put on a mask is very more terrible than radioactive contamination.

You may do anything if not seen with the real face.　It is equal, but the funny human being who does not notice even such a thing propagates if I yell when mind may be twisted if the body is healthy.

The child is certainly brought up in the example with the back of the parent!

When the direction of a country is not discussed from another angle even with such people, it laughs because of not only each country in the surrounding but also all over the world and it is made to the one, and our country will be licked from another country more and more and be preyed on.

Because the politics is the center of the disturbance now, I reshuffled the neck of the Prime Minister and may not regain the peaceful life of the people.

Mr. SOICHIROTAHARA and Ms. TOMOKO NAGANO caster has a request. It was called for the theme offer of the program a few days ago by Asahi National Broadcasting.　

I did the reply of apologies once, but I change my mind and tweet.

I should force that it is told an irresponsible remark by a politician and the bureaucrat who are full of principle, a company with the mendaciousness, an excellent scholar, a famous commentator to most of nations with a flinch now.

If it is an interval even that the direct victim of an earthquake disaster in particular and the man-made disaster removes the deep trouble that has prevailed in a heart, it is thought that it is the situation that there is not.

It dies though it is an imprudent expression if the tiredness of the mind is not immediately vomited. 

As for the best, necessary thing now, it quietly thinks the shout of the truth to be a caught mind the vomit of the worry about the truth.  Please send the electric wave people's shouts by all means for the putting world. I hope.

Third-rate fraud / 三流の詐欺師 No.57

Epilogue / エピローグ

Because an unexpected wrong rumor comes while a trial goes and may cause it unnecessary trouble, I can touch relations with me and Merylyn and put it.

We were love assuming the marriage during until April for 1998 through 2000. At least I associated in the aim.

Merylyn wanted to leave the country first, and a rumor that her father was raped by a drug was whispered among position talent and trainees just after (October 7, 1999).

When she performed it for a hot spring trip with a visitor of the appearance this time middle part of December when the topic burnt down, I was terrible and received a ticking off from a promoter.

I waited for her return home and broke off relations after I went back to my own country promptly, and having done fact checking to the person himself.

As you know, because our business is authorization business, and the Japanese Government in particular is strict for an act to be tied to a drug and prostitution, you must be careful with giving priority to personal feelings, and it cannot be warped to have been heartrending grief.

I brought up new love each other, and arrowhead, she whom I saw whether I could live a happy life met with misfortune to lose a fetus by a miscarriage afterwards.

Lack of staff of the office has occurred at the same time and, at the time of 2005 when I got to know Nagatani, specifies that I returned to work as an office worker and the position talent.

It was the first experience in the human being business for sixty several years that I chose words biting as possible, and abused another person while continuing intense force in this way.

I am sometimes still vivid, and human lust and the extraordinariness for the gold desire taught by Mr. and Mrs. Nagatani may be remembered.

I bite lips and swallow saliva and grind my teeth and tear hair and am ruled for the disorder of the feelings that there is not though I carry it on my back by oneself how.

Probably it will be the present which there is not of the mistake that this is the evaluation to the life that I walked, and oneself who greeted late in life was given from God!

This story terminates in this, but promises that I tell it about the later feelings including the conclusion at the trial by all means on a day of what time.

裁判が進行する中で想定外の誤った噂が飛び出し、余計な手数をお掛けしないとも限りませんので、私とMerylynとの関係に触れて置きます。私達は１９９８年から２０００年四月までの間、結婚を前提とした恋愛関係にありました。

少なくとも私はその心算で付き合っておりました。

Merylynが最初に出国した（１９９９年１０月７日）直後に所属タレントや研修生の間で、彼女の父親が薬物に犯されているとの噂が囁かれました。

その話題が下火になった十二月の中頃、今度は彼女が出演先のお客さんと温泉旅行に行ったと、プロモーターから酷くお叱りを受けたのです。

私は直ちに帰国し本人に事実確認をした上で、彼女の帰国を待って関係を解消しました。

ご存知の様に我々の商売は許認可事業であり、特に日本政府は、薬物と売春に結び付く行為には厳格な為、私情を優先する事は慎まなければならず、断腸の思いだった事はいがめません。

　

その後はお互いに新たな愛を育み、幸せな生活を送れるかに見えた矢先、彼女が流産によって胎児を失う不幸に遭遇したのです。

事務所のスタッフ不足が重なった事もあり、長谷氏と知り合った２００５年当時は、所属タレント兼事務員として復職していた事を明記いたします。

この様に激しい勢いを持続しながら、出来るだけ辛辣な言葉を選び他人を罵倒したのは、六十数年の人間稼業で初めての経験でした。

長谷夫妻に教えられた人間の愛欲と金欲に対する異常さは、いまでも時々生々しく思い出される事があります。

唇を噛み締めたり、生唾を飲み込んだり、歯ぎしりしたり、髪の毛を掻き毟ったり、自分ではどうしょうも出来ない感情の乱れに支配されてしまいます。

多分、これが私の歩んだ人生への評価であり、晩節を迎えた己に神様から与えられた、間違いのない贈り物なのでありましょう！

　

このお話はこれで終りますが、裁判での結論を含めたその後の心境などを、必ず何時の日かお知らせする事をお約束します。

筆者 : YOSHIHIDE YAMAGUCHI

Third-rate fraud / 三流の詐欺師 No.56

Pray the judiciary / 司法に願う事

It is reason to have you decide the yes and no by judicial power, but believes many acts for me of Nagatani when of course I win for suit, and naturally payment and others can have the money of settlement of the promise in payment for my work.

It wants you to do the importance of the promise in the human working clearly to want to ask a little.

I want you to sound warning to such an arrogant act you are calm, and the private parts deceive another person to never pollute it and drive one's hand hard, and to return a palm to throw away a clout when a wish accomplishes it.

As for Nagatani, there are two infants two people and one son a daughter of marriageable age between an ex-wife newly, and there is a 9-year-old son to me.

There was process brought up from personal circumstances of mother in the case of my child by Mrs. Nagatani and seemed to understand the relations of the both families which it changed, and went to the juvenile mind, and it decreased significantly to eat the name of the wife recently.

It should be the back of the parent, and the textbook for a child to grow up is said. I believe importance to keep the promise as the human being with true education and do not stop.

長谷氏の私に対する数々の行為を司法のお力で賛否を決め頂く訳ですが、もちろん訴訟に勝利し約束の清算金は、私の働きに対する報酬として当然支払らって頂けると信じております。

今ひとつお願いしたいことは、人間の営みにおける約束事の大切さを明快にして頂きたいのです。

己の手は決して汚さずに恥部は他人を平然と欺き扱き使い、望みが成就するとボロ切れを捨てる様に手の平を返す、こうした傲慢な行為へ警告を鳴らして戴きたいのです。

長谷氏は前妻との間に年頃の娘が二人と息子が一人、新たに二人の幼児があり、私にも九歳の息子がおります。

我が子の場合は母親の個人的事情から、長谷夫人に育てられた経緯があり、子供心に変り行く両家の関係が解るらしく、最近は夫人の名を口にする事がめっきり減りました。

子供が成長する為の教科書は親の背中だと良く云われます。人間としての約束を守る大切さこそが真の教育と信じて止みません。

 

Third-rate fraud / 三流の詐欺師 No.55

At the time of decision  / 決断の時 ２

The despondency that is common among depression passes away, and the body which is clear-cut and fearless which revived is symbolized by a play of lively golf. The crooked rumor to a woman does not sound like the proof that regained normalcy physically recently.

About having helped with everyday life of Nagatani, neither no human being nor a countryman includes the regret.

It was let loose about Merylyn by debt Hell and was able to become the hostess of the residence such as the palace.

Mother is treated for cancer at a first-class hospital, and Annalyn Ms. of the older sister enjoys elegant everyday life with a child without working. The jobless younger brother becomes an owner of Jypney and enjoys gorgeous youth. I am splendid.

If it is permitted impertinent expression, it is pressed me for help of the greed from Nagatani, and the weakness as the human being does not exist and does not have the financial debt either.

Though it is not asked, I hold out a hand willingly by oneself, and I am free, and neither the responsibility nor the duty is due if there is not the justice to take part to satisfy sexual desire of Nagatani.

It will be to have thought thing and him whom there was between Japanese to be it miserably if I find out the reason that helped Nagatani forcibly.

It might be a human joy desire to expect when a poor family found happiness with his financial power a little. It might be an outcome of the pride for the occupation that I was engaged in for many years.

鬱病に有りがちな虚脱感も消え去って、蘇った精悍な身体が溌剌としたゴルフのプレーに象徴されております。肉体的にも正常を取り戻した証に、最近では女性への歪んだ噂も聞えて来ません。

長谷の日常生活を手助けした事につきましては、一人の人間としても同胞としても後悔はありません。

　

Merylynに関しても借金地獄から解き放たれ、御殿の様な邸宅の女主人に納まる事が出来ました。

母親は一流病院で癌の治療を受け、姉のＡｎｎａｌｙｎ女史は、仕事もせずに子供と優雅な日常生活を満喫している。無職だった弟はジプニーのオーナーになり、華やかな青春を謳歌しています。素晴らしいことです。

生意気な表現を許されるならば、私には長谷から欲望の手助けを迫られるほど人間としての弱みは存在せず、金銭的な借財も持ち合わせていない。

頼まれもしないのに自ら好んで手を差し延べ、無償で長谷氏の性欲を満足させる為の、片棒を担ぐ義理もなければ責任も義務も負っていません。

長谷を助けた理由を強いて探し出すとすれば、同胞であったこと彼を憐れに思ったことでしょう。

彼の財力で貧しい家族が少しでも幸せになればと望む、人間的な喜び願望であったのかもしれない。私が長年携わって来た職業に対する自尊心の表れだったのかも知れません。

Third-rate fraud / 三流の詐欺師 No.54

At the time of decision  / 決断の時 １

Nagatani drove around in a brand-new golf cart at a golf course, and my partners might be going to press Nagatani to reach new age for the act that overtook our party in a grand manner.

Such situation was repeated and invited the end to the voyage that entrusted the position to the course.

I was the same as wreckage and gathered determination to put an end in the meditation route of five years when I drifted.

When I look back on the days when I exposed the body to humiliating acts, I am calm and do not quite say anger no matter what not to have sprung out. It has been stamped to human dignity like a slave after having been used in an unreasonable behavior without several degrees.

It is the fact that I feign that I feel resentment it is difficult to find one's fault, and not to be able to do anything for by oneself even if I reconsider these acts, and there is not.

Of course I came back to the start spot and I was limitless and tried fact inspection because there was not the aim to be conceited when it was the human being who was perfect in oneself at all.

However, the thing does not overturn the original, a plan, production, direction when all starring was always Nagatani oneself.

It is a mole at any time, and, not the work which I plan it and sold, I can assert that it was a behavior that I think about self-interest with Nagatani  married couple. As a result, Nagatani was able to recover himself/herself from mental illness.

新しい年を迎えると長谷がゴルフ場で真新しいゴルフ・カートを乗り回し、我々のパーティーを平然と追い抜いて行く行為に、私のパートナーたちが長谷に詰め寄ろうとする事もありました。

成り行きに身を委ねた航海も、こうした状況が積み重ねられ終わりを迎えました。

難破同然に漂った五年間の瞑想航路に、終止符を打つ決意を固めたわけです。　

屈辱的な行為に身を晒した日々を振り返る時、至極冷静で怒りなど湧かなかったとは口が裂けても申しません。幾度となく理不尽な言動で利用された挙句、奴隷の様に人間の尊厳まで踏みにじられてしまった。

これらの行為を思い返しましても、自分の落ち度を見付けるのは困難であると共に、自分ではどうすることも出来ない、憤りを感ずることも偽りない事実です。

勿論、己を完璧な人間だと思い上る心算は毛頭ありませんでしたから、スタート地点に戻って限りなく事実検証を試みました。

然し、原作・企画・制作・演出・主演のすべてが、常に長谷自身であったとことは覆りません。

私が計画し売り込んだ作品ではなく、私は如何なる時も黒子であり、長谷ご夫妻と自分の利益を考えての言動だったと断言できます。その結果、長谷氏は精神的な病から立ち直ることが出来ました。