Third-rate fraud / 三流の詐欺師 No.1

Prologue

Whisper of the middle of a journey / 旅路の囁き

"I just get rid with the life, it is cried, and the party who surely glitters somewhere waits".

I am at a loss such life, and take heart by oneself in a thing and lived, but a season of the new departure just has a foreboding in a far-off thing secretly. I look back on a past moment like another person and express a sigh about emptiness of the human world, and what feelings ache to go through guts so as still to be obstinate, and make noise will be why.

They were also lives in which the sense of justice learned from here, pride, and a sense of values continued experiencing fully the fact that happiness etc. can never be gained, only by a thing however uncertain at a little less than zero, sincerity, or patience, such as reconciliation with the challenge to reality, the desire as man, and instinct and a world, duty, common sense, and responsibility.

「 たかが人生と見捨てるなかれ、きっと何処かに、煌めく宴が待っている 」

こんな世迷い事で自分を勇気づけ生きて来たが、今、新しい旅立ちの季節が遠くない事を密かに予感している。他人並みに過去の瞬間を振り返って、人間の世の空しさに溜息を漏らし、それでも頑ななまでに意地を貫こうと感情が疼き騒ぐのは何故だろう。

現実への挑戦、人間としての欲望と本能、世の中との融和、義務、常識、責任など、ここから学んだ正義感や自尊心や価値観が、如何に零弱で頼りないものか、誠意や我慢だけでは、決して幸せなど勝ち取れない事実をたっぷり味わい続けた人生でもあった。